Dear you,
I have finally found someone who’s fond of me and genuinely loves me for all my flaws.
Not that you didn’t appreciate my imperfections, but you never actually took the time to look into my eyes and try to figure out what was truly hidden behind my smile. I guess you never took the time to really get to know me as an individual, and kind of took me for granted.
But it’s okay, because life is full of ups and downs and we weren’t obviously meant to be, because you can tell me whatever you want but I don’t believe in wrong timing. Therefore if you were the right person then it would have never been the wrong timing and things would’ve probably worked out between us.
Then again, I have finally found someone who loves me and would choose me over anything and everything. Someone who loves me despite how stubborn, how arrogant, how moody I sometimes can be. Someone who listens to everything I say even it makes absolutely nonsense to him, but perfect sense to me. Someone who prioritises me, who puts his happiness above mine. Someone I can trust and count on no matter what, no matter distance.
Someone who’s ready to lift me up whenever I feel like letting it go. Someone who tries to understand me, even if I must say I can hardly understand myself. Someone who holds my hair up whenever I’m drunk and need to throw up, and doesn’t mind nursing me after. Someone who pushes me to do whatever makes me happy and to follow my dreams even though they’re irrational. Someone who doesn’t mind driving for 15 hours just to see me for a fraction of a second. Someone who helps me find myself, by getting to know him. Someone who calms the chaos and storms within me. Someone who doesn’t mind my silliness and finds it cute. Someone who I can sit with in silence and would only feel serenity. Someone who picks up the shattered pieces of my heart and mends them together slowly, slowly. Someone who understands that I also need my quality time without him and respects it. Someone who knows were different and might not have the same interests but respects it. Someone who sticks by my side and doesn’t let me go despite how bumpy the road can be. Someone who likes me for my weirdness, unfeminine ways, artistic mind, and bohemian soul.
Someone who wants to be with me.
Someone who knows my worth.
Someone who simply loves me for my good but also my bad.
Dear you, I have found my happiness without you, and it's him.