Decisions

Why do all love songs sounds stupid?
Why do roses and kisses feels putrid?
A blizzard raging inside my heart
Ice encasing it like a majestic form of art

Love songs mean nothing to me
For I disgust and flee from it
Until you came in and stood by me
You change my perspective, every single bit of it

Now I'm torned between fear and bravery
Of situations I find a bit of unsavory
But I cannot possibly stop myself now
For I have promised, my ever unbreaking vow

But everything we could offer is just a half ripe fruit
For our fear and decisions are absolute
So I'll set aside my feelings in slumber
Until you'll wake it up with a loud crashing thunder