Desires

Maybe someday we all wish to head out into the woods far from the hustle-bustle of the city avoiding, growing stress, inevitable depression; a gist to runaway, fucked up life and a longing for peace. Maybe you have imagined a life already of that sort , a cottage in woods, a dog to have undying love, a peaceful vicinity and a friend to hang onto. Maybe you want more than just materialistic satisfaction from life. What if all you want is peace, calmness? What if all you want is a beautiful morning sunrise and an evening sunset? What if you were actually destined for something like this?? But what if you are someone who is living a life he/she didn't want at first place and wanted just simplicity,serene life with no materialistic demands?? then there's a question raised by this, What all things until now have you done by your first choice, by your mere decision??

Well! lets take a flashback and imagine yourself being  pushed-pulled from your mothers womb and made to do things as asked since then and maybe in some  cases until now. Okay! lets  say we all need guidance  when we are into something new but guidance is one other thing and forced is other. It's time to dive deep into the past memories and think of all those instances where you were forced to do a particular thing. You there? Well! now the question is, how much you really wanted to do that thing which you were forced to? I guess, not a sliver else it won't have been bookmarked under "forced". 

When you are forced to do a particular thing, how much satisfied  are you? think.........

Maybe sometimes, there are other motives which makes us believe that even if forced it will be of some good. Maybe you get what they say "happiness" from that other motive behind being forced, but does that last long? Does that happiness what they say or you feel, is actually the happiness you crave? 

We have been doing a lot of things which we really don't want to do but we still do either under some pressure of other being or some other motive which we assume to be beneficial. But what I think is, the real happiness, and when i say "real happiness" i mean the real one where every inch of our cell in our body is filled with happy vibes and not just biological substances, is not the outcome of things done under pressure, for one instance those things done under pressure might give you a feel of real happiness but that is what the illusion is, that doesn't last long, that doesn't have any charm as you will get from the thing you actually wanted to do, what your heart wanted to do, what your mind wanted  to do, what you and solely you wanted to do.

These days, we people of young generation are often under that illusion, illusion of where we find something beneficial for our sake and assume we will be happy and spend the rest of our life without worries. That "something beneficial" is synonym to money, wealth which we assume to bring all sort of happiness, well! you are not wrong, it does bring happiness, but neither are you right. You're like 40%right and 60%wrong. 40%right in the sense that the happiness which you get from money is temporary happiness+worries, 60%wrong in the sense that you still will be craving for the real happiness which is the ultimate goal. Isn't it?

Money is numbers and numbers never end. If it takes money to be happy, your search for happiness will never end - Bob Marley

 So think, why most of us are living under illusion and trying to seek happiness through money?? Why we can't just do what we actually want to do and seek happiness of much greater extent without giving the materialistic demand a higher priority??

Well! If you have thought of all those questions and answered  to self then you are probably one of rest who is under illusion or working on something beneficial you assume, then in that case don't worry as all the problems you are going through now will be worthy for something beautiful like a life you actually wish for, if you're among those who are forced to do certain thing and can't get yourself out of it, all you have to do is just be there for yourself, holding on; because the other end of tunnel is going to be way beautiful. Soon with time everything you wish for will come just don't lose hope and don't submit yourself in the hands of illusion.

                                            GOOD LUCK........