Disguise in Loneliness

When clouds thought you're a rain drop.... But you are a Heavy rain.

People won't be scared of seeing you, thought you won't wet them.

Kids won't come out cause you'll be no fun.

Do you have this feeling that everyone sees you as nothing but an air that passes by?

Have you ever felt that pain of being outcast with the people that shouldn't let you feel alone?

Have you ever experienced those moments where no one is talking but they stare at you as if you are not a trusted person.

Do you always accept the mistaken first impression?

Do you ever feel being so worthless?

I bet, you don't... Or I guess, you do. We all have the same feeling for ourselves, that feeling of inferiority. 

I've been experiencing sadness all over my system where no one seems to notice. When frustration occupies your whole brain. When you cannot think of happiness. Those moment where Dopamine has been sunk in blood. Nothing is happiness, nothing is normal, everything is as dark as hell.

We all have those moments, but do you ever wonder that those similarities we had made us not alone? It would only mean that there's someone out there with the same experiences that we had. We are not alone, we have someone else symphatizing are heartwrecking experiences.

Yet, indeed, we must not be happy because there's someone with the same burdening feelings that we have. And the trick here is that try to look for that person with the same struggle, you will understand both of your pain, you can relate on each other and why not give comfort to each other? You might have a good time consoling. Maybe, you can find happiness. Maybe that was the only way. Relieve each other, be a hand, be a shoulder, be a friend, do not let them feel the way you feel, make them happy, and you'll find someone, too, that will not let you become sad. A Demon in disguise, maybe? Cheer Up! Happiness cannot only be found in Happy moments, it might also be hiding in the most terrifying moments. :)