"Admit it,
once in your life,
you daydreamed about
taking pills to overdose
and hanging yourself with a rope---
cutting your wrists
and slashing your throat.
When sleep
refuses to visit
in a random night,
it made suicidal thoughts
kiss you goodnight.
You learned to create
the most vicious demons
out of the most sincere actions,
trapped in this vortex
of repressed emotions.
Once in your life,
you wanted to do
the easiest way to break
the undending cycle of pain,
tired of trying so hard
to keep yourself sane.
Because once in your life,
you wanted to flee
from the misery of living
and be saved---
even if you knew
that death
is the only escape."