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Is it hard to ask a person what’s going through her/his mind?

I don’t want to go back to my old self.

I’m trying to make a new start.

How would I try if there were you?

Making despite myself again?

My feelings were exploding.

To write this is one of the solution

“Why would people do suicide?”

You ask me.

At first I don’t know the answer.

But now I feel what they feel

In my thoughts the answers were spilling.

That moment when you do your very best but you fail.

It’s not overreacting.

It hurts so much like you’re going to tear into pieces

You just only understand yourself not others.

So you don’t mind your actions and words

You don’t mind hurting others.

You don’t care what word comes out in your mouth.

You don’t mind or care if that person was going to suicide because you’re careless...you just don’t mind hurting others tho.

So don’t ever call my name.

Saying sorry to my grave

I will never ever return to just say “I’m forgiving you” cause I’ll never ever do that.

Saying sorry is not enough.

Your words make me feel this way.

“Suicide is the only answer.“

I’m disgraced that’s what you want me to feel.

I’m trying so so so hard to get through depression and suicide thoughts but you just make me feel that there’s no going back, you’re stuck in that place.