Drained. Tired. Empty.

My playlist are just continue on playing with my heart while my eyes are close

Totally invading my soul, and calming my nerves.

I had a long sleep for this day but still feels its not enough.

Two weeks in counting and I still feel totally incomplete.

I don't know exactly what happen but there's one thing I know that I needed, and that is rest.

I need a peace of mind. I can't find any right words to describe what I'm feeling right now.

I am messed up. Damn messed up. Worst is not enough word.

I don't know what to do anymore, I just woke up and feels like nothing. I just found my self not talking to anyone.

I just found my self pushing all the people away from me.

I just found my self alone... its me who decides to be alone.

I feel like I don't need someone. I feel like I am always being judge.

I might be crazy, I don't know.

What should I do then?

I know there's something wrong but I couldn't find it. Or I found it but I'm not paying attention into it?

I remember this lyric on a song " You can run but you can never hide"

I am tired.