I always have this kind of attitude that whenever I confess my attraction to my crush, my feelings always start to fade away. It's like a disease keeps running in my blood, I always love the chase but when I got tired I always try to take another track as if I never ran after someone.
I'll say the most sweetest word but right after that I'll never say it again.
I hate it but a part of me love it. As they say, I always love the chase never the destination.
As I realize, I unconsciously do not want to be hurt that's why I always keep running away.
I ran away, he took away my heart.
I'm hurt, I hurt.
Cycle of pain, agony in brain.
I'm scared, I'm scarred.