Fan LoveStory

To: Lourd Conrad(12:23 pm)

"We are the persons who wants to meet our idols in person like what other did.We are person who just want to supports our idol in any way because we love them so much.We are the person who always dream big for our idols because we always want  them to be happy.We are the person who always smile everytime we see some pictures of our idol and that is the reason why our day became complete.We are the person who will do anything for our idols no matter what it takes because we really love them.We are the persons who will fight againts those person who is damn insecure,that's what we live,that's what we are.And acceept it or not,I will stay thesame and be your fan forever.So I'm sorry if sometimes,I am already too naughty and sometimes you can't have your what you called "Privacy".I'm sorry if I acted that way,I really didn't mean it.But that's the way I only think to be with you.I am just a girl,a plain girl begging for your attention.But suddenly I come to think,Who Am I for you?Who am i for you to give your attention on me?Besides I already know that you're dating someone else and that hurts.So fucking hurt.I understand,theres nothing I can do if you really love her.So please be happy with her because I am happy to see you happy.

From:Your Fangirl

I've been thinking a lot if i will going to send this message or not.Maybe if I send it to him,he'll think that I don't respect that he already like someone.But I came to my senses,this will be the last message I will going to send to him.So I click the send and close my laptop.

Afterwards......(12:23 Am)

My phone rang

["Hi!".]A familiar voice in the other line

["Co-Con-----Conrad???".]I answered nervously.

["I already read it".]He says.

At that time I just want myself to eat by the sand.

["You read it?Good for you.By the way,where did you get my number?".]I ask,I feel curious because he have my number?And i don't know how.

["Yeah!Good for me because I already found a girl of my life".]

And suddenly a pang in my chest appeared.

["Congrats then,finally she say YES?".]I answered trying to be happy for him.

But suddenly my tears fall,I tried to wipe it but it keeps on falling.It hurts...

It hurts so much....

and i can't handle it any more so I ended the call and run to my bed.

Why not me?

Why can't it be the two of us?

And then I heard my mom calling me.

"Jam,Hey honey you have a visitor".Mom yelled

"Who?".

"A boy,Honey you need to introduce that cute guy to me".Mom sounds excited.

If only you know how hurt your princess is.

But whose boy?

"Okey,I'm coming".And then I look myself in the mirror and i fix myself.

"Ma,Where is h------".

Right there,right at the door.I saw a man with a flowers on his hand and smiling at my directions.

Am i dreaming?

If I am,How I wish i won't wake up anymore

"Hi!Hi Jam".He said.

"What,What are you doing here?".I ask out of curiosity.

"Asking the girl of my life in this coming grand ball and I hope she's still available".

"What do you want me to do?Send those flowers to Kylie?".

And that's hurt more.

It hurts to pronounce that name.

"Who's kylie?".He ask.

"The rumored girl that you've been dating for weeks".I answered and look away.

I saw my Mom looking at me like she is also in pain.

Aww!Love you Mom.

"Dating?I'm not dating anyone in this past few weeks".He answered.

I don't know if i will be happy with what i hear or not.

But one thing is for sure,Conrad isn't dating anyone.

"Wew!I think this is a misunderstanding.Look,I already save my heart since the day I met you.Since the first day you supported me.Since the day you confess you like me.That day I promise to myself that when the right times come I will make you mine.And this is the right time.I like you too.And i want you to be mine.I want you to support me or cheer me in my basketball game as girlfriend not a fan.I want you to tutor me as a girlfriend not as a claasmate.And I want you to be the reason for me to smile.I want everything in you.That's what I am going to tell you but you hang up the phone so I ran faster as I could to tell you this because i am desperately inlove with you".

And with that my heart beats really fast.My tears started to fall and the last thing I know I am walking in his directions.And he hug me tight and i hug him back.

"I love you".He whispered.

"And i love you too".I answered

"And I bet that's a yes.You're my muse on this coming grand ball".

And we both laughed.

I saw my mom crying,i run and hug my mother tight.

What a beautiful year.And i hope it won't end.