FEAR

I'm scared,terrified. It's horrendous when I even think of it. Rather the thoughts sneak in maybe to harass me more! The hard core cold heart also melts for that person who stood by me right from the time when my own legs were trembling to walk,tripping over everything, staggering when I spoke and crawled all over till the stage where my own kind became strangers. Strangers which nobody wants.
She stood by me,fed me, gave me shelter and hope and now I fear losing her, but this time…with a wry smile, my heart and soul say, better to stay far and live with the memories rather than stay together and withstand all taunts! I want her to be free, to fly!

But the fear kills me! The fear…..doesn't fade anymore,  just kills me more as my thoughts fade,so do I.