Feeling is there,but I can't

I will continue to write about u untill words and papers start hurt me too.
"I wanted him.i wanted him so badly,she sighs."
"I thought he wanted me too,but it turns out he didn't."
"I guess no matter how much you want someone, even if it is with every single fiber of ur body,if they don't want you back ,it will never be enough.
It's darkness without you,or didn't you know,
That the sunshine goes with you, wherever you go.
I m tired of all this.
How much rejection am I supposed to take.
You made me feel like you really liked me and then you just left just like it was nothing.
I feel like I m on d edge I m so close to falling apart...