Finally I Said It!

I have a huge crush on someone , and Finally i said it to her , I kept this my feelings  to her for like 3 years . Yes 3 years,  i tried to confess to her but there is something stopping me and that's something stopping me  is ,

First is myself , because I'm so afraid that she might reject me , and I'm so shy to tell her.

Second is, she's so pretty , and she came from a wealthy family.

Third is , My best friend told me that she's dating someone a boy ,i don't know if it's true because my best friend told me that maybe is just a rumor.

But i know that she like girls , so there's no need to be afraid of , and "wala namang mawawala e"  if i tell her.  So i take the risk , but because I'm so "torpe" (shy)  I confess to her through chat message , and the worst is I'm a little bit drunk.

I think  I'm so stupid , I mean yes  i want her to know that i have a crush on  her but in a beautiful way , and not rushing things , like i want her to feel it, but it's ruined because I'm drunk.  Yup ! Finally I said It ! I said it in a wrong way! and wrong move .

You want to know the result of my stupidity , She seen- zoned me , It's hurt a little bit , but i think I'm okay now at least "alam niya na".