First time ,, when I saw you... you are narrating something to the group of people..... with some nervous and with some maturity.....
Second time ,,,,,,,,,when you are talking with your friends with a lot of curiosity on your face and making fun with them....
Third,, fourth,, fifth,,, I've seen you many times and heard you many times...... Never dare to talk with you.... I don't know why,,,, I am not even that kind of a person who fears or shies to talk with someone....B'cause I am a girl with bindaass attitude and even very jovial with all......
As time passes , I get a chance to talk with ,,, by a mutual friend of us,,, you introduced yourself to start the conversation with a hand-shake ,, I respond to you back with a big & happy smile on my face...... But I din't express my anxiety and curiosity to meet you..... then we became common friends.....When I started my journey with you ,, even I din't realized that, I am in the same road of your destination ,,about which I never dream to go..We both have our own destinations & own worlds to live n enjoy and we both are very clear about that....Still,You din't stop me when I am coming in your road to reach your goal,,,and you not even said as 'come with me'..... because I am nothing to you... my presence or absence doesn't make any change in your life.....And for me 'you are became my life,,, and the reason for my living'.... I dont know from when and why...
But I started feeling you in my life....I like the way you smile, the way you dress,the way you talk,the way you think,the way you respect,the way you make others laugh & everything....... But you know what,,, you din't even recognized me as a good friend.You din't do anything for me & even I din't do anything for you..... I don't even think that,, we have to do anything to make the relation.If we could done something for each other,it doesn't makes sense to a relationship,,because for me helping to each other is a good thing.... but only helping should not be the basement for any relationship,,,because,it feels like you or me showing kindness on each other...which I don't like from anyone... specially from you...
Its just the feeling,,an excellent feeling,a beautiful feeling,a heart touching feeling,a tremendous feeling & a magical feeling that you have to feel.... the feeling in which I am living now.....The moment(feeling) which doesn't comes by the invitation,its the moment which comes like the relatives who came to home without any call & the moment like the rain rains in hot summer...I don't even know,,when I got that moment for you..... But I likes you... no no... I loves you... yeah I loves you.... Oh my God... Iam in LOVE.....
Trees, air,sky,birds,animals,rain,sun,moon and my dear friends,,,, Did you all listening.... I am in love.. ha ha ha ha ...Now am feeling like fresh,active,happy and blessed....You know,,what's the heart braking thing in our story.... sorry in my story...i.e.,these all happening with me only... You never talk to me with an eye contact after our introduction...... That's my bad luck....I've a hope that,you will be definitely talk to me & understand me someday of our,,(oops) your journey......But no... you reached your destination and you don't even say any 'thanks' or 'good luck' or any best wishes to my future..... not even 'bye'.... you just went to the HOME of your destination without looking back ......
And now... Iam all alone... n the trees, air,sky,birds,animals,rain,sun,moon and my dear friends,,, everyone expressing their kindness towards me.... which is killing me from the bottom of my heart.....But I loved you once...I am loving you now... & I will love you forever n ever.....
"You are a nice dream which I've dreamed at the early morning.... I won't forget that dream till my last breathe,,, You are a great n cute photograph of my life.... and I will keep that photograph as safely as possible in my heart........"