Flames of Magic

So, here I am.
Smiling at the sky and praying to the twinkling, bright stars.
I know if you'd been here, you would have been holding my hands but here I am, holding mine.
This night. This breeze. This moment.
I want to share every bit of me with you. Only you. You know right how much I love you? How much you mean to me!? I still cry for you. For us.
How could you leave me! How!?
I scream,I cry, my hands are scratched and my eyes have dried.

I am here alone with just our bitter-sweet moments which were even bitter than this broken me and even sweeter than the sweetest you.
Your love for me was all I had but now you're gone.
Gone with the passing breeze...
Gone with the passing hours...
You are just gone.
I hope you think of me at least once. I think you must peep through the clouds up there when I cry or maybe you must be making funny faces at me just to make me smile.
Do you?

I see you kissing me and cuddling with me just like the day when you gave me the ring. The gem still shines but it's missing your scores of kisses.
The laughter.
The nights.
Our innumerable fights.
All are well preserved in the deepest corner of my heart.
I had thought a lot many times to come to where you are. Just a jump and that's it! Our souls would be united and the magic would be blessed.
But, no! How could I! I can't do that! I have to live.
I have to live with your name as mine.
I have to live as I want you to look at me with pride.
I have to live cause I... I love you.
You'll have to wait honey! Cause your love will live and stay the way you ever wanted her to be. Happy.

So, here I am today.
Looking at the bright sunrise with my arms open wide. I can feel your arms on me and your warm breath, caressing with care, on my face. I am feeling stronger than ever before. I am welcoming life. Or maybe...life is welcoming me.
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Note to remember for dear readers,
Love has changed and so has the meaning of love. But, the fire once ignited by the magic of love keeps on burning.
Forever.