Forlorn Lover

I saw you again today, after a month..(obviously still have pics of you in my hidden folder) With that XL Smile of yours, one among many attributes of you I fell insanely for. My heartache took new highs, the same constant heartache which has never left me since you left. Its kinda weird, after all you did to me,my love has not lessened even a bit. I loved you then, I love you now and I always will. After begging for days, all you gave me was "I never loved you". I loved you with every bit of me, with all that I had and all that I could afford. After losing faith in everyone else, I gained it in you. For me you were the perfect lover and the only one.

But this god damn faith brought me down on my knees..The day you told me that you love her from school days.

A thousand promises that you made,

tell me what were they, just a bait.

How could you award me with this, for the immense love I poured on you.

I lost myself and was found in you.

I followed you like religion, gave in to all that your persuasions like a lamb.

You said " I'll be with you forever ", tiny forever perhaps.

All these years I dreamt of being your only "perfect" girl,

And you replaced me with this "other girl".

Now I see you so green, smiling..

There on the grave of my dreams, standing..

Life is unfair I know, for a Betrayer escaped free

And Betrayed lives with her faith beaten blue, vanished is all her glee..