Fragments of my thoughts!!

        "Na sthree swathanthryam arhati", this is a line taken from the Indian manuscript "Manusmriti" written by Manu. This means that a woman should never be given freedom. Her hands should always be tied up. She should never raise her voice. She should never try to chase her dreams. Is this the ****ing principle made by the so called divine power??? Then why the hell did you create women??
                              I am not a feminist. Am just told what I felt about this society. Am from a South Indian, financially well-settled, well educated family. I have a younger brother. Though he is 6 years younger to me, he has been given all the freedom and all that he wants. But on the other side, being a bit less intelligent than him, I have been denied all those so called freedom in the limelight. Right from my childhood I have been wanting for a person who would hear my cries, who would console me, who would show me the right path when I was in chaos... but am gonna be 25 next month,I didnt get anybody like that.
                             Every person in this world I have met is selfish in some or the other way. I don't why haven't I met someone who would really care for me. Money, marks, looks, job.... will not make a person blessed,but it is only a shoulder to lean upon without any weed.
                              I went in search of such a person. But trust me I never got any single innocent individual. Whoever I meet will have some intensions. If they don't have any clear intension then just keep in mind that it would be nothing less than "lust". A girl is always unsafe in this world. Always always...  She needs someone to understand her and guide her.

I know that at the end of the day I will have only me.. only me.. only me.. but "fed up". Really really fed up.

Why can't we build a strong world??? It will and always be an Utopia I guess...