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Friends

"So friends?"

"Friends."


When I said let's be friends, I didn't mean to be your friend. What I meant was let's be people who used to know each other, and let's cut the connection. But I guess it was also my fault when I said I'm okay when you asked me how I'm doing. It's also my fault that I replied to your nice and friendly messages. When I said I wanted us to be friends, I didn't thought that you we would indeed do that. I never thought we'd have this kind of friendship where you can tell me everything without a hint of holding back. I never thought I could be friends with you, because I never thought I could ever handle you talking about the girl whom you waited for a year, the girl who can't be with you, the girl who can't choose you over her shitty ex. I never thought I could be a genuine friend, give you honest and unbiased advice, tell you that you should take a chance again with her. I never thought I could love you this deeply, that I'm pushing you take risk and have the chance to be happy. You see, when I met you, I was this selfish brat who only thinks about her feelings. You were never included in the equation. You used to be someone who just have to fulfill my hopeless romantic dreams. I never thought of you as a person who has a heart and is in need of affection also. Maybe this is my Karma, maybe this is how I pay you back.

That's why, I'm gonna be your friend. And I'll make you sure you are happy.