To My Future Husband.

I want you to know what kind of a girl I am.

I love being alone. People seems to drain me and I revere in solitude. I like having my thoughts to myself, I enjoy my own company and I know, I could survive all alone. But that doesn't mean I won't need you. I was able to survive life because I have learned how to expect nothing from anyone and how to only depend on myself. However, in nights when it is cold, when I am all alone, my thoughts drift to where you are, or who you might be. Are you thekind that would annoy me whenever I stand in the corner, feeling out of place? Are you the kind that senses my need to be with myself and knows that sometimes, I need space? Are you the kind that makes me laugh, makes me warm and makes me realize, that yes, I could be alone, that my life is okay without you, but being in your presence makes everything better, more colorful, brighter?

I like being alone. But I know, the moment that you'll finally come, I'll learn how to keep company with others except for myself.

The moment I'll see your smile, experience your warmth, I won't no longer have to sustain the cold nights. 

I know your hugs will make me comfortable. Your cuddles, your kisses, your hold, it will make me realize that indeed, being with you is much better than being alone.