To fuck an ugly woman
Fucking pretty girls is easy, u c a hot girl, ur instincts hit faster than traveling light speed, ur mind pictures the pleasures expected, the unseen, unexplored, lands, the mysterious taste of every curve, the soft silky smooth skin, the faint smell of a high maintenance woman, they usually smell like the forbidden fruit ripe for harvest, the veil that stops u from seeing another wonder will fall, no walls will stop u, no armies will defeat u, no gods will banish u when u taste it, n no snakes need to tempt either of u to bite into ur dream
u immediately wanna hit that, ur inner pig rises n u stop using the brain above ur shoulders n hand command to the one between ur legs. Engines run n u feel their heat in ur chest, u know that when u finally conquer the forbidden land u will feel so good, it's ur pleasure, ur desire, ur accomplishment, BUT, this is normal pleasure, physical pleasure, selfish pleasure, there is another form of pleasure
The pleasure u get when doing something nice to someone else, this pleasure, it does exist, look at it this way, when u fuck an ugly woman, urself considered way out of her league, this requires qualities that are not easily present among this doomed day and age men, qualities such as courage, to go for something u don't actually want, to waste hours struggling with such ugly demons, to have a boner by the forces of will alone, to suffer through horrors even shutting ur eyes can't shield ur scarred mind from, ur only salvation is trying to mentally picture the last girl u actually wanted, and always, always have them in positions that offer u the back, the sad truth is, en staring at her boobs, could never divert my shame enough to ignore that face. Leave ur body, u think, become emotionally dead, leave it n send ur mind away, n hopefully ur intoxicated enough to forget all this, this is how they should advertise alcohol, not with a hot woman in a commercial, who wants to forget THAT, bring out the ugly, this is what u truly wanna forget, but no, embrace the pain, learn, face ur nightmare, n come out winning (no pun intended) become emotionally dead, and train urself on it, this is how u learn to face life's kicks in the balls, u learn to go through tough times by going through tough times, all the way through.
This is true discipline, u tamed ur fears, u walked on burning coal, u experienced the true meaning of suffering, u walked right there n u knew ur gonna carry ur own cross to damnation, u sacrificed ur soul to learn a new lesson, u thought donating blood was merciful, u found out that ur the man who can donate more than blood, u gave ur whole body, parts of ur soul, parts u'll never get back, it's charitable, u hold a dollar u can buy some candy with, u can buy a beer, but instead u hand it over to a hobo, u have the looks that can get u the pleasures of the real deal, but u give them to the needy,
n it never stops there, it's like feeding stray dogs, they keep coming back for more, u intended to hand them one meal, but now they grew accustomed to ur charity, n when ur so kind that u
Now u can't break it up to them that u can't bring urself together to face this nightmare again, u can die only once, n it sure was not a v good experience,
lost in shame, u really hope u can drink it all to oblivion, drink til u forget the horrors u suffered
uve beaten ur inner demons,
no, it's not wasted time, it's an experience that taught u smth, u learned to be patient,
n this imaginary reality is often strong enough is actually forces nature to alter n bring u to ur goals
The whole world should honor this tradition, the 10s should roll in the mud, donate their awesomeness to the 5s, no, I can't ask u to give up to the lesser breed, 5 is as low as u should go, unless ur generous sacrifices can go lower, then ur truly, an admirable warrior
I here by call in all the humane human race, learn to give, not just to take, n there is nothing more precious than giving ur body to thy poor neighbor, share ur blessings
U saw the blackened cave, u heard the myths about walking that line, the miseries of having that 5 on top of u, but u conquered, u went there, u faced that evil n u came out swinging, so to speak