Gender Equaltiy

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Suddenly a cold breath struck my lung, I didn't feel too much but it was the rough breeze I was struggling to take it in and the bitter sorrow in my soul, a feeling as if your mind is ripped apart from all memories and all meanings that once shaped who you are, and in a hopeless twisted manner I was trying sharpening my discern and the only around was strange voices beyond the wicked forest over there at the very heights of the iced mountains, and the sound of the cold northern wind, blowing towards my helpless feelings, I couldn't help it but my heart started banging, I thought it was the last rush of adrenaline, I thought it's a hopeless trial of my wicked soul to snatch to the living side, my body was ready, ready to take the last trip to the other side, I was ready to abandon my wicked soul, I considered it wicked as it stood there moments ago helpless, paralyzed to fight back, it took moments from my body to realize that my heart wasn't holding on the empty side of the world, and the beats got stronger and faster, I had suddenly but gradually opened my eyes, trying to realize where am I, felt that I was able to touch the cold breeze, I started shaking my fingertips, every move, every sound, I felt everything around me in no humanly manner, in loud but comforting way, my eyes started to see things few moments ago I was disabled to see, it was a strange twisted feeling, it was the feeling of a new resurrection, a new born, in a human body but with nonhuman avenging soul, isn’t something my negative past self ever known not in her fantasies, my memories started to come back, as a recapped movie, starting to see my old days, when I had had a real heart, when I had got a dream, when I was sticking to a real purpose fighting for it, things I was holding on to it before I got so fearful, I remembered the ancient meth, that told that a strong woman may shall lose faith and it seems like forever, and in one cold dark night, the evil will come after here ripping everything that meant something for here apart, leaving here wrecked wishing the arrival of souls collector, this woman shall be reborn in the coldest darkest nights, a revenging soul will be born in her weak hopeless body, to chase every man who had been possessed by the evil ripping weak women souls apart, her soul was promised to avenge for these women, yes the woman was reborn, with a black widow soul, I was reborn, I felt something they all tried to bury inside me in the dark champers of my dusty weak soul, but the feeling of my legacy, the feeling of my pride as a woman woke up again, I have a new purpose, which is awakening women, women like who I once was and collecting the evil from earth, for so long they tried to imprison me inside the thoughts that I'm weak, incapable of controlling hard decisions, always in need of others help, that I can't manage a single task alone, I can't manage work, that I was a half, a part from whole, they once made me fearful of my destiny but now the darkest nights came with the promising dawn, the dawn of the revenge to my rights, a dream that shall come true, a dream of real gender equality.