If there was a chance to love
and a chance to be loved
but there was also a chance for you to die
which would you take?
If you take the first pill,
there would be a chance
that you are never loved back
and suffering from a broken heart
you would be left to die.
If you take the cure,
what good would it be
if you can't love back? people
always want what they can't have
but once they have it
they leave it there to die.
If you take the knife,
its just the easy way out.
A black party with blue people
whisper in their sleep
what have you done?
why did you leave us here?
can't you see how selfish it was?
Eternal curses haunt me in my sleep
of those who in the first place
made me want to die.
that's the thing about people,
they are judging you in your sleep.
That's what keeps them alive
and happy.
Not all of them can afford
thinking the best about others
because if they do,
then they are the ones falling,
sinking into a hole
where you can't easily crawl back.
But then again if you keep falling
into eternal darkness,
who says you'll survive the fall?
that you'll crash at all?
Truth be told,
you can always
dig deeper,
until one day
you'll get up
and decide that you want
to see the sun again,
hear the birds sing and see the stars shine.
Can you make it?
its been so long,
climbing is not the easy way out,
maybe if i keep digging deeper,
I'll eventually end up somewhere, right?
maybe not.
But i'm so tired,
I just want to sleep for a while,
how can i sleep without falling again?
how can i do anything without falling again?
i don't want to go back,
it's so scary down there.
I hate it,
I hate myself because i created it,
I hate him because he helped me,
I hate her because she encouraged it,
I hate all of them for not helping me get back up.
Its really simple right?
you just help a person if you see them fall
or at least call for help...
They probably thought there was no way
i'd survive the fall,
maybe i'll prove them wrong,
no wait!
I will prove them wrong,
but is there still much to climb?
my body hurts,
I can't keep climbing, but I have to.
I think i see the sun,
this gives me hopes,
it encourages me to keep on going
at last i see the sun
crawling i get out
and lay down
and let out a final effortless breath.