I love you this is the word that I long to say but this is also the word that hurts me a lot and every time I remember even just a single thing about you gives me heart aches and my tears starts to fall... tama nga sila when you loved somebody you can’t really imagine what you can sacrifice.
Naranasan mo na bang umiyak nang hindi mo namamalayan ?? Imagine how painful it was , letting go of someone you truly love . I keep it to myself because I know it was a love that should be stop dahil lahat ng bagay ay merong hangganan.
But why? Why do I feel this way?? Na para bang the world punished me for something I don’t deserve. I’m totally stuck on the person that was not mine. .. It’s been a year and I never thought na andito ka pa pala sa puso ko, ang kulit mo talaga sinabi ko nang ayaw ko na sayo pilit ka paring tumatakbo sa isip ko .. kahit panaginip ko kinukuha muna … sana katulad sa trabaho may rest day din ang pag.ibig, Hai nako mahal nga talaga kita .I miss you so much but what can I do?? Wala diba?? Hinaya.an ko kasi itong puso ko na mahulog sayo kaya ayon nasaktan tuloy . ito naman kasing mahal ko ay napa kaaga naghanap ng minamahal na para bang may contest na isa siya sa kalahok, kung bakit kasi hindi ako hinintay ..at ito namang si destiny dagdag sa problima kasi napa ka huli kong dumating .. sana di nalang pinag tagpo kung sa iyakan naman pala patungo …
nababaliw ako sa ka-iisip sayo gabi-gabi and thinking that maybe god will show me the miracle that I wish for … I know your already happy .. yes I know it hindi naman ako manhid and I’m not that selfish to share my pain and sorrow dahil mas gusto kong ako ang mag dusa keysa sa taong mahal ko … I miss you but I can’t do nothing and I will never do anything kasi kahit masakit alam ko namang tama ang desisyon ko ,even our memories always kills me ..
As always everytime nagpapakita ang buwan sa kalangitan at nag hahatid ng liwanag sa mundo isa lang ang naiisip ko ,na sana ay nakikita mo rin ang liwanag na siyang nakikita ko for at least kahit malayo tayo sa isa’t isa maramdaman man lang ng buwan ang pag ibig ko sayo at baka magka milagro at maramdaman mo ring ikaw parin ,ikaw at ikaw lang ang laman ng puso kung ito …
I want to be in your arms hindi ko talaga alam kung merong deperensya itong puso ko dahil bisig mo ang lagging hinahanap niya . I want to hug you forever but I can’t at alam mo kung bakit??? Dahil mahal kita sobrang mahal in a way na ang salitang sacrifice at paubaya ay nagiging natural habbit ko nah …
Bakit kung May problemang dumating ikaw una kung maisipang tawagan??? Kung makakapag salita nga lang ang cellphone ko abah kanina pa siguro niya ako binulyawan dahil dial ako ng dial pero i.ka cancel ko rin naman pala.
Anong magagawa ko kung kusang gumagalaw ang kamay na ito na para bang nag sasabong ang isip at puso ko.
Minsan dahil sa kagustuhan kong Makita ka .. my fantasy ideas start to make its own world .. wherein pwede akong maging invisible at pupunta ako sa inyo at titigan kalang because just seeing you is enough for me ..nakakatawa pero dumaan talaga ako sa estadong mukha na akong sira ulo .. but then in my heart I know that whatever I do this feeling won’t go… If only I could just have a time machine I surely want to do again our memories… and tell you everything I want ..
Ang hirap mag mahal pero napipili ba talaga kung sino ang dapat mahalin?? I don’t regret loving him because he makes me stronger even he says goodbye..I just need to find the good in goodbye..
I want to cry on your shoulder but I can’t.. I want to show you how much I love you but then again I can’t ,
I want to tell you that I still cry every night whenever I remember you,
I want to tell you that I still Love you and longing for you,
I want to shout to everyone that we both love each other,
I want to feel your hug again and again..
But I love you that’s why I won’t do the things I want, I’d rather cry in pain than seeing someone in sorrow..then maybe that's the good in goodbye..