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Greatest Heart Ache

There are different kinds of heart aches;  when that special person can't love you back, when you don't love back that person,  when that person has another one,  but the greatest torment of all, the greatest heart ache,  the greatest pain and sadness is...

Is when you both love each other so much but you just can't be together.  You are just destined to meet  and share laughs and feel the spark for a short while but you'll never be meant to be together.  The universe just won't allow it to happen. 

Silly how the thought of both of you being so perfect together just remains a thought. Unfair it is. Why did you two even meet when you aren't supposed to be with each other?

Cupid is indeed clumsy.  Maybe, the bows weren't meant for us after all.  And that's why everything now seems so empty to me.  Because the person I love the most can't be mine anymore.  Time won't allow us. 

Im in pain,  im so scared.  You're not mine anymore, and that means you can love somebody else now.  You can be happy with someone while I'm here still stuck in our past.  I can't just move forward,  I mean I've tried but something about you I just can't let go.  

And now here I am,  sinking in my galaxy,  drowning in my thoughts and searching for some light.  Hoping to see even just a speck of light that we could still be together,  soon.  That you would find me and ask me again when our time is right. 

I can't love another one. I told you baby,  you're the last. Im not used to begging people but just please,  I'm begging you now.  If our future becomes present,  find me,  ask me again because I will still patiently wait for you,  for us.  I love you more than you'll ever know,  more than the stars and the universe will ever know.  I love you more than I'll ever know.