You'll never know my pain until you experience the same shit I've been through. Same goes with I'll never know your troubles unless I walk in your path using the same shoes you're on right now. We'll never understand each other and I think thats fine. We don't have to know everything. Wr just need to respect the difference.
You'll never know my struggles until you reach the point in your life wherein you have to question your self worth. Its the time of your life in which you'll question everything around you. You'll feel lost and confused at the same time because you'll think that everything is a mess and your life has no direction. If you reach that point my dear, you're doing a great job.
This is not my form of sarcasm to bitch life. This is my sincere message to you. You're lost because you're thinking much better know. You're not just saying okay to everything thats been happening to you. You're trying to take control of your life. You're trying to appreciate time and your actions. You're growing as a person. And thats a big achievement.
You maybe are confused right because you don't know what to do next , but its alright. We've been there. You're not the first person who has that kind of feeling. Don't be scared. Take your time. Please don't rush your success and don't pressure yourself to attain your dream right away. Its better to wait than to regret. Think carefully. Analyze. What do you want? What do you need? What would you like to be? Its okay to picture your future but just use it as a guide. Remember that your book as been written already, you just need to add some spices to your story but your book has already been published.
Its okay to feel demotivated. Its okay to entertain that rage inside you. No one can blame you for your feelings. But measure your reactions to every situation because that would matter in the long run. Its okay to commit mistakes, just make sure you're learning from it. Failure is not a failure unless you use it an excuse to stop trying. Success is not a success if you put it in your head. Problems will never be your problems unless you take it to heart. And happiness will never be your happiness until you share it with others.
Happy Life, Mate.