Have You Ever?

Have you ever thought of the pain you caused me?
Have you ever wondered how I survived?
Have you ever missed those times when we're happy?
When we feel perfect, we laughed after we cried.

Have you ever dreamed of 'us' together for a lifetime?
Our 'Happy Ever After that follows 'Once Upon A Time'
Have you ever wanted to take everything back?
And try again our chance and our luck?

Have you ever seen my smile because of you?
Now I cry, I wonder how do you do?
Have you ever missed those breakfasts we had?
Coffee, pancakes, bread, butter, pud

Have you ever thought of coming back?
Have you ever thought that I'm now okay?
Have you ever thought that I'm no longer mad?
Have you ever thought of choosing to stay?

Have you ever known that I still want you?
Have you ever known that I still care?
Have you ever known that forever you'll still be
My one and only, my love, my pair?

Have you ever thought of me even just a second?
Have you ever?  Have  you ever?