He is celebrating today his 34th birthday,
Yes, the one i thought will never hurt me, has left me for non clear reason
We used to be like angels, and all people around us could see how happy we were to shake our hands, and be closer to each others
He is that kind of person, whom you know technically speaking for a couple of months, but with whom you feel that it has been years since you didn't talk
I am not here to share the story details, I just want to share the feeling of a person loving someone has left her for non clear reason...from day night !
When you can't stop your tears, and by coincidence, you got your favorite couple song, to which you listen over and over
When you got tears and feel a huge dark deep pain
When you feel your heart is on fire, and nothing can calm the storm
When your head splash you thousand of questions, and you became a philosopher, remembering moments & scenes and trying to understand better what has happened to your couple
Why you fall ine love and get attached if by the end you will leave me ?
Why people allow to themselves to control other feelings and emotions ?
One thing, often when the answer is no, there's a better yes waiting down the road
and if one day I had to think the thoughts I want to see in my life...That would be definitely positive thoughts.
Because what's on our mind become what's on our life !