Help

I'm currently battling demons I can't fight and no one is there to help me. I'm drowning on my own tears. I feel like exploding because of all the negative emotions I can't contain inside of me. My world is literally falling apart but why? Why can't anyone notice it?

Please I need some help. I don't need you to talk. I don't even care if you're not here by my side. I just want to know that you're listening to what I have to say. I just want your assurance that everything is gonna be okay. Is that too much to ask?

My world is tainted by black and white.
I'm running in circles, I just couldn't stop.
I'm trying to shout, to break free and reach out.
Yes I'm really trying but I still can't get out
from this cage of depression wrapped by a blanket of anxiety.

I guess this is the end, the last time I'm going to try.
I'm crying on the inside but I'm smiling outside.
I'm not gonna bother you again I'll promise you that.
I'm still not okay but who knows after this I will be.

For the demons I face are nothing but mine.
We have the same fears, the same thoughts all the time.
The cage I'm on were scrapped from the depris of broken dreams I once had.
I just realized that the reason I'm alive is the very reason why I'm dying inside.

A stab on th heart
A slit on the wrist
An overdose from medicine
or a jump from a bridge.
That's all it takes to end the misery I feel.
So goodbye for now, I hope your life is much better than mine. :)