Him

I love you.

I did love you…

I love you so much it consumed me.

I love you so much it destroyed half of me too.

I love you so much it hurts knowing that I lowered my ego just to be enough for you.

But I thought wrong again.

I was never enough.

You will never love a girl like me.

My life's messier than my room.

My mind is messier than my life too.

How can you love a fuck up?

How can you love a girl with scars? how?

How…? I'm asking

Because you showed and told me you loved me…

And I don't get..

You don't destroy/hurt someone you love…

You told me that you accept me for me,

But who would have thought you were the first person to judge me.

I should hate you for being so self-centered and a know-it-all.

But I don't.

I love you still and always will.

Goodbye.