HonestLY...

Can't seem to forget that stabbing pain.

Regret and remorse made a pact to punish me.

I'm woke to the mistreatment I let go on.

I'll defend whats right even if it feels wrong.

Won't ever compromise my morals for the sake of peace ,

for the sake of blood.

Loyalty betrayed me so trust doesn't come easy.

The lines of good and evil are hazy and only you can make it crystal.

Put on a smile but my mask is torn my mask is worn out old.

I'ts obvious how much i despise  in-authenticity , but

honesty gets me in trouble.

To be honest I'm tired of the fake pleasantries I'll speak my mind ,

 I'll speak my truths.