Hope

I used to trust everyone. I always show them who I really am. I used to laugh til my stomach aches. I used to enjoy life. 

So sad how things changed so fast. Its like one minute we're fine then just a blink of an eye it feels like a disaster. 

Life never gave you things you wanted. Life will give you things  that'll help you to figure out other things. Complicated is't? You need to go through the darkest days just to appreciate little things. In the end its all worth it but its process is too depressing. 

People will start walking out your life. Fate will be so bad to you. All things can ruin you either your self.

Biggest enemy? You! Yes! you are. Hahahahaha wishing I can laugh genuinely.

 Tears start to fall. Wrecking balls inside my brain. Where am I? Why is't too dark. Why is't so empty? How can I leave this nightmare? I need help! Please help me! I had enough with my life. Like giving up is the only option I have :( Im so tired of all the things that is happening my life. Im so hopeless. I dont know what to do. Lord I need you. Please forgive me for all the things I've done. Allow me again to experience and encounter You! Teach me to trust in You always. Im so sorry :( I dont deserve anything. Thankyou thou I'm near on giving up You never gave up on me. I love you, Jesus