Hopeless Lover

Being in the same class ,spent a year staring at her , and finally confessed his feelings.Both being polite and sweet , the girl replied "I`m sorry ! Really sorry ! I get distracted by these things a lot and don`t want to mess up my boards" ,"Okay" he said , accepting the reply gracefully ... in hope of a retry in future. the year ended and so did the boards. Who knew the girl would top the boards? The boy was really proud of her and the considerable fantastic result he had produced. 

Again at 10th class farewell, he proposed her , giving her a sweet gift. The acceptance of the gift and her smile was the best birthday gift he could have got ! Still the reply by the girl was "I`ll answer soon! Thanks a lot for this gift! You are so sweet!"

14 days later he got a long text message again apologizing for hurting him by his dream girl , who again was fearing of 11th and 12th. Again , though depressed , the boy did accept this reply and choose to try again after these 2 heavy years. Little did he know , the pain of her last breakup was the reason behind all this sorrow. She was still carrying that pain and afraid of that happening again .. and rejected him.

Soon at the 11th mid terms, the boy found out this truth , the worst shock of his life. This truth deeply affected him, his life , his health and causing disaster in his mid terms. He cried and cried in this grief. Loosing every grip of cheerfulness in his life , he took one last attempt at the end , the end of the year , confronting her and telling how much he loved her. And there , she had fallen in love with another. That was the end for him. His life turned pitiable as he had forgot to love, never able to get out of this depression. One fine day , another girl tried to enter his life.  Sadly the boy turned her down saying , he had no respect for the feeling of love now, turning it into another story. He had lost his crush, another lover , his grades and at the end ... lost himself , saying goodbye to  the world, he offered his dead heart to the sea.