How am i

Im weird
Truly
I am

Im just not in favor of how things work
How things are not right
and seems taken the wrong course

How everything pushes you
to be something you dont want to be

Make you think that you have it under
control
and suddenly your heart and mind fails you,
then turn you into a person that you're not

And pushing people away is your only choice.

From this day on,
im closing my heart
and widen my mind
But my mouth...
says what's going on inside me,
and my self shows what my heart longs.