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I woke up again
Or maybe I just dreamt of waking or not
Or not being able to sleep
Since they cursed they cursed I've been sleeping.
I had a nightmare last night
Or maybe it was not
technically last night
Since they growled...
How lucky I am
Like it's not luck but a carcass of a rat in an old cabinet of memories.
I pretended I wasn't breathing
Or maybe I did took a leap
And nuh! Not for Euphoria
But for feeling that each person around me wants me dead anyway
Since I can see how Ifor sure becomes a huge inadvisable decision bit by bit
I held a gun today
Or maybe it was a knife
Hah! Whoever cares?
I want to stop this dread of living
The object fits perfectly in my hand
Like it's a present waiting to opened at the base of a Christmas tree
My friend, haha, yes my friend,
Called me names today
Or maybe not names but my real name
Since I've been saying, doing, acting 'awful' most of the time with them
Like I'm a silly blue paper in a pile of red flowet origami
I'm all alone in a boay at the middle of the sea
Surrounded with sharks
And sea serpents
And angry mermaids
And icy blaze
Rescue me please. Please rescue me.
Or maybe not...
Since I just created this.
17 Launches
Part of the Self-Help collection
Published on October 06, 2017
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