Life is like a game. There are always testings to prove how far you can go and how tough you can be as you take the road of your own journey. There are times when you're lifted up , as if every good reason come out saying how blessed you are , but there are also times when you are nothing.
I experienced those as i was walking on my journey. There are moments where i have nothing to loose, all the opportunities came in as if like a rain pouring on a stormy weather. On that moment i always say how blessed and grateful i am, how happy i am. I was in a Cloud Nine. With that, i ask for more, i work hard to earn more .My ambitions and desires are so wide it can be measured up to heaven. When i was on that life of bliss , suddenly in just a blink of an eye , everything was lost.
I found myself , in a lonely place of the unknown, as if no one cares to look for me , as if I'm not exist. Then life goes on to them while I'm stuck in despair. I began to doubt myself , i started to see the true people who will care for you or take advantage with you. I have so many why's and I'm thirsty for an answer. Until it came to the point where i just felt nothing but being in a deep down and low situation.
Who motivated me? Just only myself. It's just also a blink of an eye to realized that this is not the end of me, i may stumble down but that doesn't mean i will end the race i just started . And indeed , our mind is so powerful that when you choose to be strong, your whole system will follow.
I don't have regrets at all for i discover that precious things can't only be seen in the good times. It is in the darkest spot of your life where you can see the reasons of why you really want to move , to run and race of this twist and turn of your journey.
Yes, now i'm back with a twist.
Life is like a game.
And it's not a game over yet .
I did stumble , but now I'm in.