. i know that i would give the world to write not for anyone but just to write , today i remembered how it helped me through my hardest times , i realized that i didn't care about all those spelling mistakes , today i remembered how badly i fell in love with words all though i don't know them all .... God i wish i did , but i fell for their comfort , i fell sometimes for their lies too . but most importantly i remembered that when it was dark , and i had nothing to say , no one to say it to , when i could no longer fight back my tears i remembered how letters found there way into the happiest place in me , and made it shine through again . today i also realized that i found that comfort i found once in words ....in you .
all it takes is few music notes , some deep or maybe not , lyrics with the word ''cold'' in them , a black and white picture and suddenly you feel . you feel being emptied second after second , you feel your body relinquishing its control to the ache of your mind . suddenly that music you listen to , becomes the background sound of your life