I got drunk last night. And it's the first time. I'm 19 and never ever experienced getting wasted and be under the influence of alcohol. But last night was differently lit and was a blast.
It was a friends birthday and asked me to come on a night out. Thinking that I haven't ever tried that before I've decided to come.
As an asian daughter, its always a struggle to get the permission of your parents. I kinda needed to go dramatic and add a little bit of white lies just to get this thing granted. Asian kiddos know how to manipulate the thing...and so I did.
Night people come out most likely at 9 pm but I was ready to go at 6. Such an early bird for this thing, but believe it or not, i'm always late at my first subjects since grade school till college (i guess my miracle happen at night. Lol!). Wearing my baggy ripped jeans and pink crop top (which later on i thought was a bad idea), i waited till my friends would text me.
We were out by nine. Basically, we did strolling around and laughing on the side street. Walking is my thing. I never get tired of it so i loved that part...soooo much.
It didn't take long when we reach the place. There were smokes and drinks and ladies and a looooooot of dudes. We looked for a spot and sat at an area where its not too crowded. We ordered drinks and started rolling the shot. I promised myself not to drink because I don't know how it would come out if I was drunk, cuz I never ever was drunk my whole 19 years of existence. I thought I can hold tight to that promise but no. I told myself that I few shots wouldn't hurt. So I took shots. Taking the first glass, i was like, "okay, i can take it. It's not that bad." And by that I mean I can take the bitter hot liquid dripping inside my throat. I'm not that picky over flavor. But hey! The alcohol's a b*tch. After 3 shots i already felt dizzy. I can take the flavor but not the alcohol. I wanted to sleep thinking that when I wake up, i won't feel swayeee anymore. But these expert alcohol taker friends of mine told me not to. That it was a bad idea. Well, they have the expert power so I obey and mended my dizzy brain. The world is lit dancing all around. Despite that shit feeling (which i hated the most), I felt happy with an unknown reason that night. I felt myself the most confident that night. I felt free that nobody would give a damn on everything that I do so I can do anything I want. No limit.
I stopped taking shots cause I felt like when i take another, i won't be able to go home. We played a weird game with a consequence of all dare. I joined even if I know i'll suck at it cuz my concentration skill isn't working cuz I'm dizzy.lol! And I was right, correct prediction. I did a lot of dare including kissing my gay friends neck and another guy that was with us and that I literally don't know. Thinking that it was just a game and with no malice, I DID! You know what they say, you do stupid things when you're drunk.
I thought I was the worst one that night. I thought I was gonna be the one that my friends are gonna have to take home cuz I can't carry myself but hey. I'm not. My friend, the one celebrating her birthday was. She was saying stupid things on the street and kinda shouting. She can't walk all by herself (well me too cuz it was my first time feeling that dizzy sh*t). I felt like i wanna vomit (disgusting). And so i did cuz I can't stop the shit. Lol! After letting go of all that bad shits from my stomach through my mouth (great explaination of mine hehe) i felt kinda fine... bit by bit.
We didn't got home fast. We have to stay on the side street cuz the worst drunk queen that night fell asleep...vomit...roll on the grass and many moreeeee. Seeing how she's acting makes me not wanna drink liqours ever again. I don't want to do so much shit in this lifetime (for now, cuz we never know, cuz i might change my mind. Haha!).
Anyways, we got home through a cab. My nice people sent me home. And its a good thing that they took good care of me while I was drunk. Haha!
It was a fun. The night that I got drunk the first time. I don't regret all the stupid shits that I did. Even the most embarassing once. I sometimes go back at that night and cringe, laugh and just be amused by the way i was.
Will I ever drink again?
Yes i will. Only if that's the same place where I would spend the night to sleep.
...and oh! Hangovers a shit. It made me feel sick the whole morning. And I realized I smell like whisky so ppl at home caught me.