I Have My Reasons

Call me weirdo, psycho, aloof
The list could go on and on
But don't ask me to change
I have my reasons

Walking down the hallway all alone
Zipped mouth the whole time
Avoiding gazes and make up conversations
I have my reasons

Haven't seen me fight nor swear
Haven't see me laugh nor cry
Haven't read my mind once
That's one of the reasons why

Being nice and all
Smart but lazy
Muted like old people
That's even more crazy

I always hated people with no exception
Selfish, cheaters, arrogant and impatient
I can't even stand the system
That's why i'm the one adjusting

I don't want to deal either of them
That's why i am avoiding
Negative weighs more than positive?
I won't give you a try for something

I am surrounded with colors of people
All i see around me is black and white
Positive, negative and i'm like the pole
Always looking for the tiny one that shines

People treat you like a tool
People ask for something
They come and talk to you
Then people leave like lightning

So fast but still it hurts
Traces and marks behind
Taking another mistake
Forgive and learn this time

I don't like fooling around
I'm serious in every line
I am protected by great walls i built
You know my reasons why