I am not shedding tears anymore, i don't love you anymore.
Its not because I suffered a lot.. its because I don't want to feel the pain of your presence in my life . you were the one who loved me a lot ,you were there when I needed you. since we shared long distance relationship, which is a beautiful feeling I still want those butterfly in my womb wandering expecting surprises from you.. although we were far apart but we love each other with same intensity but thing changes with time. I don't know when we starting getting far from each other but yes we were getting less attached as the day passes.
Even today also I wish we could be together but on the same time second thought that " no this shouldn't happen again.. " .i moved on with my thoughts. my body, my love, but still your addiction I cant get rid of.
I still miss you in every next person whom i met after you .i might be feeling differently now but I am still trying to find you in them. This feeling makes my situation more worse even after detaching myself from you. This would last till my last breath. I know this fact and accept as well but couldn't help with it. I hope destiny would let us meet again but i know till then i would have moved this far that it would become difficult for you to accept me again could be similar case for you. I don't wanted it to be happen but somehow it happened as no one has control on their emotion. I don't want to regret about what i did after you left me so i don't want you to be in my life again at the same time i wish if we were not met this far so that i could have started everything with fresh beginning.So I believe for some good to happen in your life as your happiness lies in getting successful in your life. and you would definitely. This life will be going anyway we have to survive instead of all this heart break. because its life and live in the present .. don't forget the past it can be the reason of creating a good future for you.