when i was a small child i used to think that one day when i will fall in love with someone who will be the best person i ever met in my life i wont let him go ever but now i realized that my thought about love was only a fake statement , nothing else. when actually i came into relationship i get to know the actual meaning of love.
Love is not something that is so special for someone. ummmm......yes it was special for me too.. even till now. but falling in relationship and maintaining those is not a easy task or we can call it as a challenge for someone to continue in a relationship without understanding & trust.
we call it as a understanding if we get to know other but what about ourselves, indulging yourself completely only to get the others opinion for you & trying our best to know what they expect from us to do for them.
but somewhere we forget what we want from ourselves... same is my case i know that he is the only choice for me , i must be having many option even he himself said that i can move on easily with any other guy,, may be its easy for him but not for me... at some point of time it was a easy case for me too.. but after going through such kinds of situations and attachment with him its next to impossible for me to forget about him
i always tried my best to keep this relation forgetting about my own self respect but then also the case is same and there is no hope of getting this situation better now.finally its a road which has two divergent paths from it one for you and other from me.. and the probability that these roads will join each other is negligible.
so this is love .....its easy for us to fall in love but hard to maintain a relationship...... since every relation base should start with trust .... and loyalty to maintain that trust..... then only any relationship would succeed.