Why does it have to be you?
And why does it have to be me to experience this pain?
You're already in a relationship with someone,
And there's this another girl you have a crush on...
So of all people, why does it have to be you that my heart wants?
Many girls have a crush on you
And somehow, I kinda get it.
But why am I included?
Is it because of your tall height?
Or your long eyelashes?
Your perfectly thick eyebrows?
Or is it because of the way you solve math problems?
The way you ace those logic exams?
Your expertise in mobile games?
The way you help our classmates in maths by tutoring them?
Or is it because we had a conversation every night?
And that you keep on recommending games for me to play?
Or anime for me to watch?
The way we support each other?
Or maybe the way you smile or laugh or pout or maybe it's because of the times that our eyes met and I felt like melting and I am completely fascinated on how big your iris are?!
I don't even effin' know!
You were not my type.
Truth is, I underestimated you at first.
I thought you're just some addict gamer and that's it.
I even led our math group wherein fact you're better than me coz I didn't know.
You're so loud in our classroom
And when you guys play a game, you cuss a lot.
You have many crushes wherein fact you already have your bae.
You're not loyal, you're a big flirt also.
I don't get it why I came to like you.
Oh yeah, it's been awhile since I had a crush on someone.
But why does it have to be you?!
We became good friends and even tho you tease me about my height or me being noob in your favorite games, you're still kind to me.
It's hopeless, I'm hopeless.
I thought I'll be able to get out of this feeling
But I couldn't and I think I'm drowning deep.
And to be honest, I am very much confused.
I feel like there's something between us
Yet it seemed nothing.
Our closeness made me assume things.
Or maybe you're just being friendly.
But no, it felt different. What are we?
We're not something but we're not nothing either.
You're so good at giving false hopes
But yeah, I know it's my fault but you're at fault too!
Stop confusing me so I won't get my hopes up!
So I can stop on assuming things as well!
And now, it's confirmed:
I like you...
I like you but I no longer have a chance.
I like you but we're just friends.
I like you but you're a flirt so I won't tell.
I like you but you already like someone.
I like you and I already had assume things that's why I'm experiencing this pain.
I like you but you don't need to know that.