I Love You But I'm Letting You Go

Her:In the middle of the night where only the stars are surrounding me,

And I’m miles, miles and miles away from him.

I’m miles, miles, miles away from you.

And I’m all by myself,

There’s a war going on in my heart

Memories attacking in my life

No soldiers fighting for love

All the bullets of thoughts came in my mind

Roses turned into thorns

Chocolates turned poison

Teddy bears into monsters

Letters turned into ashes

The battle begun,

I can't escape.

It’s too much and I can’t bear with the pain

But then , those are nightmares hunting me with my closed swollen eyes.

Cause I left my man who did nothing but to love me. I left you.

I walked away. Now it’s time for me to get you back.

Now, I won’t waste the time.

I will not go with curves but straight to the point. Hey, I remember you saying that when you fall in love with a girl, it’s for a lifetime. I just wanna ask you, Is the girl still me? Or should I revise the question and ask you, Can the girl you wanna grow old with, in your lifetime be me? Could we start all over again? Can “us” exist once again? Because I, I can’t fall in love without you.

Him:Did you know what happened the time you left me without a single word and a promise of return?

Every night I cried.

My tears poured out harder each time.

I needed to dry my soaked pillows again and again and again.

But oh well, it felt so good crying myself to sleep

There is no medicine or pain killers that can cure this,

but instead it's the tears that fall out of my weary eyes.

I start and end my day trying to fix what you broke.

I was so broken when you left with no words, but I was shattered into pieces when the memories came haunting me the time you were the one who said 'I love you'

I.love.you. those three words was carved by the wounds you left me.

Those three words. And every time I dry my soaked pillow, I felt so numb.

The tears that fell on my pillow it feels so dumb.

After sometime, I already got over you.

I am okay. Not until you came back again.

The pain was too much.

I am now happy without you.

This time, I could finally say, I love you but I’m letting you go.

Her: Maybe that’s just what I needed to hear and maybe that’s what I needed to say. I love you but I’m letting you go.

Him and Her: I thought I already moved on.

Him: Sometimes I wake up with soaked pillows.

Her: Often I receives nightmares of the yesterday .

Him and Her: And I would say, I still love you.

Her: What happened between us?

Him: How did we ended up this way?

Her: I love, I Loved, and I lose.

Him:This growing pain won’t just subside.

Her: This is too much.

Him: I can’t believe I let you go.

Her: This feelings won’t go away.

Him: If only I could bring back time.

Her: We’ll work it out

Him: We’ll make it together.

Him and Her: If only we did it right. But maybe it’s too late and you and I are both to blame.

Him: Maybe our story ends here.

Her: Maybe it’s not a fairytale but a tragedy.

Her and Him: But the truth is, we’ll continue to regret and fall apart forever cause we won’t ever try to create an “us” with you and I once again. And this is how we end. I love you but I’m letting you go.