I met myself last night

I met myself last night after a long time

I buried my face in my blanket

as tears fell off crushing my heart.

I didn't know what to tell

or just be there for myself.

I kept quiet in tender stillness at night

I went across my heart & mind

and asked them how they are?

I know you all are exhausted

but still be with me.

I know its hard, but still

don't leave me apart.

I had a long conversation with each territory within me

longing through all the episodes of my life with me.

I know you all never make a fuss over my each day's agony.

I know its been 12 years long

to keep me alive

and trust me I am trying hard to keep you all up too.

I know you all need to repose

and make you way towards a little more pleasures in life.

Trust me I will yield all of that for you all

As I have only you all within me

so I will caress you all

caving in with love with all of me

mended in smiling pieces of you all with me.