Its 3 am , you’re sound asleep
I’m crying myself to sleep
I woke up and realized I couldn’t handle it anymore.
Even when I gave you my everything, it was never enough for you.
I found myself, the day I found you.
I lost myself, trying not to lose you.
I knew I had to walk away,
when you asked me to prove my worth to you
Tried to tell u why,
but nothing came out.
It was then that I realized,
even i didn’t know why.
I was your cure
You were my malady
I’m no savior, yet I was saving you
but YOU were killing me.
Handed you the revolver ,
thinking you wouldn’t pull the trigger, yet you did.
Now I can walk away,
Knowing that I tried .
Hoping this isn’t how my story will end .