I want to stab my own heart

I want to stab my own heart 
With a sharp knife
Cause its no more mine
I want to punish it for loving you
I don't want it to be alive

I am sick of its crying
I am sick of that noise
I know its dying
So I just want to shut its voice
Forever... 

I want to stab my own heart 
Cause it has become fragile 
It can't accept the fact that I can't have you
So let me just end all its pain 
Once and for lifetime

I am sick of its scream
every night it mourns for your love
and for the memories onto which it holds
so let me just bleed it
until its all empty and cold
Forever... 

I want to stab my own heart 
multiple times
Cause it beats for you
It yells and torments my mind
so let me just stop it,
tear it apart,
and set it free

I want to smash it 
such that nothing is left of it
all its suffering would be gone
then I can breathe a sigh of relief
and finally I can sleep in peace
Forever...