I Wish!

Its been 5 long years since we called it off. 

I wish you could see my silent 3 a.m. groans,

I wish you could feel the same desperate urge in me to talk to you,

I wish you could hold on the same spectacles of life, which i do, of us!

I wish you could count me amongst your closets,

I wish you could ever spend a fraction of your time with me,

I wish you could ever notice the dark circles around my eyes, which are evidence  my empty tear glands.

I wish you ever talk to someone about me, like i do in my every conversation,

I wish you ever dedicate or mix a song for me, like you used to, 

I wish you also look for my calls  at midnight,

I wish you never miss out any update on my dp and status, the way i do for you. 

I wish you think of me every time rain embraces your skin,

I wish you still share every minute, less worthy details of your life with me, trust me i will listen to it with same interest that i used to,

I wish you'll ever call me during late hours, like before,

I wish you'll ever insist me to stay, like you used to.

I wish you would have me crossing your memory lane ever! 

I wish you would be able to look upon  me with those affections,

I wish you would ever ask me for a movie,

I wish you would ever say "I love you". 

The only thing now i can do is "Wish"!