I wish....

Heyy there.....thanks for picking this story :). This is my first time here.I hope to put all my heart out here and would love to know your responses.

Everyone is so busy in life that they don't find time to find themselves.We don't find time to sit and have thoughts wandering in our minds.So many messed up lives in this world .

I wonder, is there really any use of getting so stressed up daily.I wish I knew my future,then maybe I could subtract a lot of this from my life.I really wish I knew.But what's the fun in knowing the climax of a movie before really watching it right?Most importantly when we are actually the actors in the movie.But I wish life had been a little bit easier just by offering small thing that does make a huge difference.

I wish there was someone to whom I could pour out all my feelings and get free advice.A true one at that.Someone like a friend or someone unknown.At least someone in this world.I wish I knew someone whom I could trust more than myself.Someone to whom I could disclose all my thoughts and feelings and feel safer than having locked it in a box and having lost its key.

I wish I could just click my fingers and set everything right.But it is not the way God made us to be.

I wish I could read people's minds.That would have helped me escape all the fake attitudes around me.

I wish I had a free ticket to heavens. Ha ...Too much to ask I guess.

I wish I had the clock under my control and I could tell when to pause,play or rewind.Well, the world doesn't work that way.

I wish I had a guarantee card which guaranteed that all my hard work and stress are going to get converted into success and happiness one day.

I wish I could trust myself and have all the confidence in this world and knew exactly what I needed in life. I wish I could realize my dream.I wish  I knew exactly what I am supposed to choose to remain happy.

I know things are not always as sweet as honey but I also believe that things are not always as bitter as the sugar free chocolate either.

And therefore I leave everything to God and continue climbing up the hill or down the slope.