If only, my love

If only you knew how much I crave about our conversations, how much it hurts to feel that you are now different but better. I'm glad you managed to be kind-hearted, courteous and driven. You are my lost star 🌟, miles away from my sky. We are different now, you are hers not mine. If only you understood how much it means to talk to you once again, to bring back those happy memories we've shared. Those genuine talks about life, happy and sad times you were there.

If only you fathomed how deep these emotions were, those eyes of yours so sincere but scared. You made me laugh and cry at the same time. You never ceased to amaze me. You are great by just being who you are. If only I could tell you how much I missed your voice, the times you told me you cared for me, my bones were awakened and my legs trembled. If only I could stop the time, to share it with you during my darkest times. If only I did not tell you to leave me alone. If only my love, Stay once more.