I'm a vampire, ready to suck blood
A monster out in the sun.
No amount of prayer is strong enough
No ounce of love will change this heart.
You arrived like a priest
Ready to exorcise the beast.
You thought company was strong at the least
I thought, another sorry piece.
I talked you out of crazy
To push you back while I'm not thirsty.
You held tight like a vice
So I let you to your demise
I'm not pretty nor am I everything.
I'm not a saint nor am I godly.
This being is nothing but that.
You're ridiculous to even see her.
You boasted how you'll never fall prey
That you will always be free.
In flesh you were right, a strong being.
But emotionally you fell, deep in my spell.
It was never my intention
You knew my bad reputation.
I suck the life out of brave men
In their blood, I bathed like it's nothing.
Once, you fell short of grace.
Twice, you fell out of faith.
You didn't believe in the heresay
Because they were just that, a story with no testimony.
I tried to save you from your fate
A state of a broken pace.
But you left no space for a no.
Too confident, are we?
Thrice, I hope you don't ever come back.
Not because I hate you with all my might.
But because I see you in black and white.
Vague, colorful no more.
Now you see what a beast can do.
Twice you were given signs to follow through.
Twice you never gave up
Now you see that I'll only break you.
To pieces, I hope you are not.
I pitied you despite that hell's hot.
But to see each other again, I hope we shall not.
There is no room for guarantee in this heart of black coal.
Go find yourself a nun.
Ironic in ways only you will understand.
This beast is unsavable, too hard to please.
Especially when she herself can't find peace in her sleep.