I always ask myself all these 'whys', no matter how many times I ask myself these whys I could never get answers. Maybe because these whys are not for me to answer.
Sometimes, I end up formulating these thoughts that hurt myself. Human as I am my thoughts and feelings do matter to me, but for some point my life I started not to care for myself.
I always tend to care for someone's feelings and thoughts before mine. And most tragically ended up hurting myself without even noticing it.
I was selfless that people around me took advantage of that. And it hurts because they are the people whom I seek and cared for.
Which I know very well that it is wrong.
Those whys lead me up to this point and made me realize my worth.
that...
"I am more than enough..."
I got up, wiped my tears and told myself "This has to stop."
And now, I'm carrying myself with all the confidence. I don't have to conform myself with someone's standards anymore.
If they like me, they like me for who I am. If they don't, they are free to go. I won't stop them. What will I do with people who doesn't like me?
WE CANNOT PLEASE EVERYBODY.
SIMPLE.AS.THAT
Always remember, know your worth. :)