I'm going to be your rebound no more.

I've waited for so long that now that you're back, I don't want you. I realized that I had just been cherishing the idea of you that I had made up in my mind so that I wouldn't forget you. Now that you're back, I realize that you're nothing like I imagined you to be.

I want you gone now. I know that as soon as you're gone, I'm going to regret it but you're going to leave later, right? After I start talking to you and thinking about you all day all over again, you'll leave like you left last time. You'll break me again. You'll shatter my heart into a million little pieces. You'll leave me alone to pick my tiny pieces up and build myself again.

I can't let you do that to me. I'm going to have to control myself this time. I'm going to have to prevent myself from falling for you. It's just that I'm alone right after you leave. It's difficult for me. It's hard you know. I cannot be left alone with myself because I pose a threat to myself. I'm sorry to tell you this but I can no longer be the rebound everytine. I have made up my mind to let you go. However difficult it may be for me, I've made up my mind. I'm letting you go.